Where to go from here?

Today is the 2nd day. I'm feeling a bit better but still lost and hurt. I realize that we are probably much better apart but I'm still all over the place emotionally. I was told today that I would need a c-section. It was schedUled. I'm petrified of the idea. I called him to tell him what's going on. He was unsympathetic and said he would call me back. That was 14 hrs ago

Beginning of the end

Never would I have believed that today would have ended the way that it did. My sons 3rd birthday and I'm 9 1/2 months my pregnant with my 2nd child. How could this bastard tell me that He's leaving me???? That he's tired of me??? I have been taking care of this POS for effing years and this is the thanks that I get???
I am at my personal rock bottom. I have no where else to go but up from here. My heart is broken. My ego is bruised. How could he do this to me???

Dreams, Disappoinment, Struggle, Triumph
Have you ever had someone try to sh*t on your dreams? A dream killer is like an assassin shooting mercilessly, relentlessly until you wave the white flag giving up in defeat.
I have several dream killers aiming for me, a treacherous shark, a man who claimed he was going to love me unconditionally. But lately the biggest threat has been the face in the mirror staring back a me. I have taken the lies and embraced them close to me. I have let their verbal daggers penetrate to the deepest part of me. My ancestors fought to release the shackles in order for me to be free but I have allowed the bondage to continue mentally to me.
I hold my head high with my boobies to the sky.I have decided to keep fighting and keep winning until I die. Ms Angelou said it best: You may shoot me with your words, You can cut with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness but still like air I rise