Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Where to go from here?

Today is the 2nd day. I'm feeling a bit better but still lost and hurt. I realize that we are probably much better apart but I'm still all over the place emotionally. I was told today that I would need a c-section. It was schedUled. I'm petrified of the idea. I called him to tell him what's going on. He was unsympathetic and said he would call me back. That was 14 hrs ago

Monday, May 7, 2012

Beginning of the end

Never would I have believed that today would have ended the way that it did. My sons 3rd birthday and I'm 9 1/2 months my pregnant with my 2nd child. How could this bastard tell me that He's leaving me???? That he's tired of me??? I have been taking care of this POS for effing years and this is the thanks that I get???
I am at my personal rock bottom. I have no where else to go but up from here. My heart is broken. My ego is bruised. How could he do this to me???